Amy Scott's Thoughts

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Time for moving on May 18, 2011

Filed under: Simply Me — Amy Scott @ 9:23 pm

I know that is a loaded title for a blog – for those of you worried about me moving or major life change – don’t worry! This is more of a “mental” moving than a physical one. Let me explain!

I have the best times with Jesus when I’m driving alone in my car. This may seem silly but the same Switchfoot CD is playing in my car and it just keeps hitting me with reflections and insights. Today’s insight was about moving on. One of the songs talks about holding on to things too tightly and being ready to move on when we’re called. I love to sing along to this song, but it’s probably something I have the hardest time living out.

I don’t like change. I wish I did, but I don’t. Even good change upsets me because it throws off my balance and flow. I am the kind of person that sinks into a routine and sticks with it. I love knowing what is expected of me and what’s coming next. No surprises. Well, sadly, life doesn’t really agree with what I “like.” Change happens all the time.

Here is the beautiful insight that hit me tonight – I keep telling myself that things will go back to normal as a way of coping. Once I get through “this” than it will go back to the way it was. I am learning that things never really go back to the way they were. Change happens and I need to deal with it. There is no going backwards, only forwards. I have often idealized the past and how things used to be or the way I like them to be. I have been holding on to what I want my life to look like. I’m holding on to ideals that are no longer reality. By holding on to things that are no more, I’m inhibiting my success as I go forwards.

Obviously, I’m not perfect. This reflection and insight does not mean I’m cured. I just know that I have been telling myself what sounds good, but is impossible. There really is no normal. Each new season brings new changes and I must adapt and move on. To sum it all up – don’t hold to things so tightly that you can’t move forward.

 

2 Responses to “Time for moving on”

  1. Maggie Says:

    It’s so true, but a hard reality. Normal is a vague term that has a different definition for all of us. Sometimes it’s so hard to know that we can only move forward and can’t go backward! It’s all a journey with a lot of uncertainty!

  2. Amy Scott Says:

    Even though there is a lot of uncertainty, I know that God has good planned for me and that when I walk forward in obedience, the road might not look the way it used to, but it’s still going to end up in a rewarding place. Even the hard times that lay ahead make the joy and the triumph that much sweeter! It’s all worth it!


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